Wednesday, May 25, 2011

live life better

i have so many ideas and so many things i want to do to live life better. i was running at the gym the other day and one of the machines says live longer and something about vitality. and honestly, i dont want to live longer. i just want to live better. and each day i put one foot in front of the other to do so. each day im striving to do better and push myself a bit harder but im not setting goals that ill never achieve. thats what has always been my problem in the past. setting goals i already knew i was never going to accomplish.

i started making pie crust. quiche. the crust is a process. but i make it without fear and with love. eventually i want to make little mini quiches and have a bakery with happy healthy customers. but thats not something i need to think about today. i can enjoy the fantasy and keep doing what i enjoy. making quiche.

going to market, buying wholesome, local goods. somehow it makes me feel at peace and whole and a part of. something so simple but so great. a feeling of oneness.

i have hope and prayers.